it has been long that i have blogged...
so many things has happened....
n i dont know where to start....
being alone is a gift or a misfortune...
in my experiences...
i have seen it both ways...
everything around me is fine...
thats what ppl make me believe...
but i know the truth...
nothing is ever fine...
everyone is under sum kinda of pressure....
im under a few...
putting up a smile even though your crying inside does not mean your fake...
it juz means u dont wan ppl to know your burden...
smiling at ppl u hate....
brings a very pleasant feeling...
u make them think what are u up too...
but in my heart...i dont hate anyone...
nor do i want someone dead...
anger speaks alot of unwanted things....
if everyone take them literally...
earth will be hell...
i simply wan things to go bak to normal...
where the only thing i saw was love and friendship...
but i guess the place i stay in right now...
will never let that happen....
i just wish everyone was nice to everyone....
thats the only thing i pray for...
PEACE.....
