falling in LOVE young

I fell in love when I was 15. My 1st official bf, but the when I was young I never really had a understanding character. So due to certain reason the relationship ended like a butterflies life. And then we moved on. We found different people in our life's. And everything was great, but then destruction stroked. His relationship ended in a disaster and so did mine. We tried hard to hold on to those we loved but what was not meant to be will never last long. We found back each other. We comforted our sorrows on each others arm. And we fell in love again. Im 19+ now and he is 20. Im glad to say that I fell in love so young, because it has only brought joy to me and a smile to my face. Things are perfect right now. Another 16 more days and its my 1st year anniversary with him. And knowing that Im gonna spend it here in bali with him, its just beautiful. The only one i can thank right now is my ex for trying his best to put me right and to my wonderful man for keeping me on the right path. Mistakes are meant to be made but I guess I had all the fun committing mistakes. I wanna try to live my life perfectly now. It does not have to be perfect but at least I can say I TRIED AND I WILL KEEP TRYING....

His Perfect....

I used to think 'who is this guy'. He does not know how to be romantic at all. As months past by and he showed his real character. Now I think 'who is this guy'. No one can be as romantic as him.

1. Holding my shirt where ever i go...(especially when i am doing the dishes)

2. Trying to give me 100 kisses a day, literally 100. He even counts them

3. Disturbing me while im studying

4. Checking me out when ordinary boys wont after they get into a relationship with a girl

5. Carrying me anywhere I want to go even when its just a few steps away

6. Feeding me in public as if im a kid

7. Making me laugh with tears on my eye

8. Playing with my hair even when mine is shorter than his

9. Telling me I smell awesome even when im all sweaty

10. Saying he would love me more if I became fat

11. Making sure im not angry at him everyday. When he knows I never get mad at him

12. Treating my brother like his friend and the little one like his son

13. Hugging me when im sick even when his immune system sucks worst than mine

14. Loving me more when I misbehave

15. Teaching me from right and wrong in the nicest way possible

16. Teasing me that I cry like a baby

17. Trying to follow all my stupid expression especially the look i get when im done crying

18. Making sure im safe 24/7

19. Recognizing my mood just by listening to my voice

20. And the last, its a little creepy but its so true. Reading everything on my mind when im beside him

I MISJUDGED HIM.... His perfect... His a whole package.... And I can 100% guarantee myself, he is full proof romantic. I love u baby now and forever.

Planning for the BIG DAY.....

My life is just too perfect for the past few months.... Everything is going on just the way I wan it to.... And the best part is, the man of my dreams is actually coming to Bali in another 15 days.... Im like so flipping out.... I miss him so badly..... I have that sad feeling u get when u know your lonely.... I just want him to come down and give me a HUGE HUG..... And everything will be fine.... There are like so many places I want to visit and do.... The list has started and my friends are sweethearts.... They have been helping me out to plan.... Its gonna be perfect and then there comes 1st September.... Its my 1st year anniversary.... Coming to think bout it.... I feel like I just got into this relationship and yet its already a year.... Time does run like water this days.... i wonder what shall I do for my anniversary.... CANDLE LIGHT DINNER? HOTEL ROOM PRIVACY? EATING BY THE BEACH? I cant make up my mind.... Maybe I might do all of it....hehe... Just to satisfy myself.... Not forgetting this is gonna be an expensive trip... I love u baby....

a MAN on bed and a BABY by my shoulder

I personally never believed in CHANGES. I always thought someone can never change, because they are born that way. but I was very surprised by the man I love. Its gonna be a year now that I am with him, as always all couples have their differences. We had ours too. To put it blunt I would say ' he is a little typical minded ' . The guy I used to know, had gone through massive make over. From a guy that din really care about his girlfriend, now im cared most by him. I ask myself why? And so does he. I cant find a scientific reason to his drastic change, but what i know is im loving every single bit of it. Whoever that told me destiny, faith and fairy tales do not exist, im glad to say please do FUCK URSELF, coz i just found mine. So many things in my life with him sounds like utter coincidences. But then yet again its too much of a coincidence to be called coincidence. So i decided to say its my destiny to be with him. Every girl wants a husband like her dad, who would treat her like a princess. But I never really cared. I never aspected anyone to treat me like a princess except my dad. But yet I live in this castle, with love showering me, with just me n him in it. He made me realize that even I, can be shy. A women will always wan a guy that acts like a man on bed and a baby by her shoulder. Well im glad to be one of the lucky women to say I GOT MY MAN. He always knows the right words to say and if he does not he always knows the right joke that will make me laugh at that time. I LOVE YOU BABY. You mean the world to me.