a change is needed...n he is there for me

whoever daringly made that line a lyric of a song???

y do everyone wan a man like ram and a wife like sita???

seriously, thats gonna be boring...

guys should hv their notty side...and so do gurls...

its about whether u kno how to control urself...

its tym for me to let go of the stupid habit i learned...

n to accompany me my ram is doin the same...

i hate it when a guy i love changes for me...

he sounds like a slave...

but then no matter how many times i tel him to do things his way...

he insists in knowing how would i do it...

deciding to quit this habit came easy to me...

but for him, i seriously dont kno...

no matter for who he wants to change...

im gonna support him, juz the way he is gonna bug my life if i think about this stinking habit again...

and since now its kindda official in his house...

i would be rubbing on my last piece of luck if i dont stop now...

i had my fun...tym to be a gud gurl now...

LUV U Mr. Kurre Mukke

falling in LOVE young

I fell in love when I was 15. My 1st official bf, but the when I was young I never really had a understanding character. So due to certain reason the relationship ended like a butterflies life. And then we moved on. We found different people in our life's. And everything was great, but then destruction stroked. His relationship ended in a disaster and so did mine. We tried hard to hold on to those we loved but what was not meant to be will never last long. We found back each other. We comforted our sorrows on each others arm. And we fell in love again. Im 19+ now and he is 20. Im glad to say that I fell in love so young, because it has only brought joy to me and a smile to my face. Things are perfect right now. Another 16 more days and its my 1st year anniversary with him. And knowing that Im gonna spend it here in bali with him, its just beautiful. The only one i can thank right now is my ex for trying his best to put me right and to my wonderful man for keeping me on the right path. Mistakes are meant to be made but I guess I had all the fun committing mistakes. I wanna try to live my life perfectly now. It does not have to be perfect but at least I can say I TRIED AND I WILL KEEP TRYING....

His Perfect....

I used to think 'who is this guy'. He does not know how to be romantic at all. As months past by and he showed his real character. Now I think 'who is this guy'. No one can be as romantic as him.

1. Holding my shirt where ever i go...(especially when i am doing the dishes)

2. Trying to give me 100 kisses a day, literally 100. He even counts them

3. Disturbing me while im studying

4. Checking me out when ordinary boys wont after they get into a relationship with a girl

5. Carrying me anywhere I want to go even when its just a few steps away

6. Feeding me in public as if im a kid

7. Making me laugh with tears on my eye

8. Playing with my hair even when mine is shorter than his

9. Telling me I smell awesome even when im all sweaty

10. Saying he would love me more if I became fat

11. Making sure im not angry at him everyday. When he knows I never get mad at him

12. Treating my brother like his friend and the little one like his son

13. Hugging me when im sick even when his immune system sucks worst than mine

14. Loving me more when I misbehave

15. Teaching me from right and wrong in the nicest way possible

16. Teasing me that I cry like a baby

17. Trying to follow all my stupid expression especially the look i get when im done crying

18. Making sure im safe 24/7

19. Recognizing my mood just by listening to my voice

20. And the last, its a little creepy but its so true. Reading everything on my mind when im beside him

I MISJUDGED HIM.... His perfect... His a whole package.... And I can 100% guarantee myself, he is full proof romantic. I love u baby now and forever.

Planning for the BIG DAY.....

My life is just too perfect for the past few months.... Everything is going on just the way I wan it to.... And the best part is, the man of my dreams is actually coming to Bali in another 15 days.... Im like so flipping out.... I miss him so badly..... I have that sad feeling u get when u know your lonely.... I just want him to come down and give me a HUGE HUG..... And everything will be fine.... There are like so many places I want to visit and do.... The list has started and my friends are sweethearts.... They have been helping me out to plan.... Its gonna be perfect and then there comes 1st September.... Its my 1st year anniversary.... Coming to think bout it.... I feel like I just got into this relationship and yet its already a year.... Time does run like water this days.... i wonder what shall I do for my anniversary.... CANDLE LIGHT DINNER? HOTEL ROOM PRIVACY? EATING BY THE BEACH? I cant make up my mind.... Maybe I might do all of it....hehe... Just to satisfy myself.... Not forgetting this is gonna be an expensive trip... I love u baby....

a MAN on bed and a BABY by my shoulder

I personally never believed in CHANGES. I always thought someone can never change, because they are born that way. but I was very surprised by the man I love. Its gonna be a year now that I am with him, as always all couples have their differences. We had ours too. To put it blunt I would say ' he is a little typical minded ' . The guy I used to know, had gone through massive make over. From a guy that din really care about his girlfriend, now im cared most by him. I ask myself why? And so does he. I cant find a scientific reason to his drastic change, but what i know is im loving every single bit of it. Whoever that told me destiny, faith and fairy tales do not exist, im glad to say please do FUCK URSELF, coz i just found mine. So many things in my life with him sounds like utter coincidences. But then yet again its too much of a coincidence to be called coincidence. So i decided to say its my destiny to be with him. Every girl wants a husband like her dad, who would treat her like a princess. But I never really cared. I never aspected anyone to treat me like a princess except my dad. But yet I live in this castle, with love showering me, with just me n him in it. He made me realize that even I, can be shy. A women will always wan a guy that acts like a man on bed and a baby by her shoulder. Well im glad to be one of the lucky women to say I GOT MY MAN. He always knows the right words to say and if he does not he always knows the right joke that will make me laugh at that time. I LOVE YOU BABY. You mean the world to me.

y is he worth keeping?????

is laughter everything is life????

i was once a gurl who thought laughter is the best medicine....n i still think that way....

but wen i was about to meet a guy...i never really thought of laughter...

coz every gurl gets attracted to the wrong things...

AWESOME ARMS...

MONEY...

CAR...

STYLE....

HEIGHT....

plus plus plus.....

but then i meet this guy....

he aint rich...

he aint all that gud looking...

he aint all that muscular...

he aint all that stylish...

but he had one thing....

that no one could compete with....

LAUGHTER....

i kno him for 6 years....

n im proud to say...

in all the man i have met....

he is the oni one....

that can make me laugh even in the worst circumstances....

a gud laughter can always solve any issues....

his jokes might cum up at the wrong hours....

but no matter wat the situation is....

he can neva see me in a tensed moment....

n he has neva let me see him in one too....

HUGE ARGUMENTS turn into silly jokes...

MISUNDERSTANDING understood by a stupid joke...

FIGHTS stopped by a ridiculous joke....

wat can a gurl ask more from a guy....

if i could give an advice to all the gurls who are finding for all the wrong things in a guy....

juz watch out for laughter....

if a guy takes the afford to make u smile/laugh in a bad situation...

HE IS WORTH KEEPING.....

Valentine's special....From your Thuvi

so it was valentine's yesterday....

love was in the air....

and humans were running around with roses n chocolates....

is that all to valentines day...

a gurl aspects : roses, cards, teddies, and chocolates...

a guy aspects : sex...sex...and more sex...

(not all thou)

do anyone of u really kno y do we celebrate valentine's day....

well let me enlighten u....

The name Valentine belonged to a Christian Saint... Saint Valentine passed away and he was buried in Via Flaminia on the 14th of February....This is an historical fact which happened about 269 AD...there has been no sign of love or cupid...oni the sign of death...SOARE U GUYS CELEBRATING COZ SAINT VALENTINE DIED????

The more romantic legend....i repeat LEGEND says that St Valentine was persecuted as a Christian and interrogated by Roman Emperor Claudius II in person...Claudius gave a try to convert St Valentine to Roman paganism...in return Claudius promised not to kill him...but our smart St Valentine refused and tried to convert Claudius instead...now u kno the reason why he was executed..but the story gets interesting...it has been stated that St Valentine performed a miracle by healing his jailer's blind daughter right before his execution...but the question again...so wats there to celebrate about???

so i did a little more digging and found out that Claudius allegedly order young men in ROME remain single...this was so called to build his army it seems...since married men dont make gud soldiers...but again our hero St Valentine use to secretly perform marriage ceremony for young man...this was the reason y he got thrown in jail...yet no sign of love or cupid....

but then when i was about to give up looking.... i found one last resourse tat says...On the evening before Valentine was about to be executed, he wrote a note...his 1st "valentine" card, address to the blind young gurl (jailer's daughter) that he befriended and healed...

SO WAT DID THE NOTE SAY?????

it was a note that read "From your Valentine."

i finally get it why??...we celebrate valentines day appreciating the fact that there was oni one gurl in his heart, mind and soul even right at the moment he stared at death...now thats a kicker...

if u ask me no one should celebrate valentines day coz...non of u are named valentine...and even if u do celebrate...ur letter will not read "From your Valentine".... for example mine would read... "From your THUVI"...sounds so weird...but since we all are celebrating Valentine's death day oni bcoz of that one note...its proven that love can concur all....after all...that one love note has made alot of differences for centries...n it will keep concuring...

TO ALL VALENTINE'S I HOPE U GUYS ARE SINCERE AND SERIOUS ABOUT UR RELATIONSHIP WEN U ASK SUMONE TO BE UR VALENTINE....coz if u read in between the lines...ur asking that person to be ur soul mate till death do u guys apart....

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY CWETHEARTZ.....

cheating!!!!!!!!!!

so the topic of the day is about cheating....

how do u actually kno ur spouse is cheating...hmmm....it actually juz takes a few signs to notice the differences...but the sad part is that most of us live in an imagination....thats y the signs slips our naked eye....after 3 months being in a relationship everyone would realise the pressure...let metel u y...its because honeymoon months are over...the relationship is reality now n there is not gonna be duet with beautiful scenery involved....this note is to both gender so dnt think im being bias....

1st of all wat does cheating mean....

-is calling ur best fren chayunk or cwetheart cheating???

-is goin out with ur ex with a bunch of frenz cheating???

-is tonggeranning on the hp for hours with a fren cheating???

-is buying ur best fren a valentine gift cheating???

-is saying i love u to ur fren cheating???

no one could actually tel wat is cheating for sure....but the gold standard for cheating is sleeping with another person wen ur no more available...

there is a thin line between frenship and love.....u guys muz get one thing clear...there is love in frenship...and there is frenship in love....u can never really separate them...lets juz say they are over lapping phenomena's....so dont suspect too much...coz u might be pushing the wrong pressure point....

so cuming to point how can u kno that ur spouse is cheating...u juz have to follow this simple rules....

1. as for their hp...MAY I C UR INBOX....if there is nothing there...they wont think twice to give

2. watch for the way they dress...if they have been dressing dull all the tym n suddenly they dress so colourful...there should be sumthing fishy...i repeat SHOULD be...

3. if ur partner constantly checks on u...n suddenly they dnt...its either he/she is tied up at work...or he/she is checking on sumone else...

4. the change in the way they send a message...slowly u will realise that ur partner that used to send u a 3 page long message...end up sending u "k" as a text...

5. wen comparisons occur...if u kno ur spouse is comparing u...i suggest u look at who is he/she comparing u with...

6. wen he/she trembles in telling u where he/she have been....y scared if there is nothing to hide...

7. if u ask him/her about sumone u suspect he/she is cheating with...be keen in listening to his/her tone of saying...'WE ARE JUZ FRENZ'...certain statements make alot of differences...n certain tone make a big impact...

so her u go...the 7 golden rules on how to kno ur spouse is losing interest on u / cheating on u...

n if ur the one sumone is cheating with...trust me ur not that cheap...never be another man's other women...n never be another women's pity sex....

wat an ordinary guy do to be PRINCE CHARMING.....

1. never think of a gurl as a slave or a toy

if u truly love a gurl....see her with the eyes u see ur mum....in that way...u will neva have the urge to cheat on her or use her...rather than u blaming other gurls for ur failed relationship....blame urself n start over....

2. never bitch about ur relationship probs to ur frenz

if u have a relationship prob...its better for u to confront her....dnt ask for advice from ur frenz...coz not everyone kno the right words to say at the right tym....especially wen they are drunk...

3. neva drink over a gurl

no matter wat happens between u n ur gurl...neva drink to forget her....coz that neva works....ur juz proving that ur a pathetic loser who cant make ur relationship work....i might not be a guy...but i think like one...i literally tried to drink myself to death wen i broke up with my ex...n trust me its not gonna make u any better...drinking is supposed to be fun...dont make it sound so lame...

4. never cheat on a gurl bcoz u got cheated

2 wrongs dnt make a right....im very sure u guys have heard this b4....call it revenge, pay back, gurls deserve it or wat so ever...but juz remember not all apples are rotten...u might end up hurting a fresh fruit...n tats not gonna look nice in ur resume

5. never be a pushover

if ur gurl says stop mixing with a few ppl...y do u hv to listen to her...a gurl fren is supposed to be there for u...n help u sort things up...if she says sumthing...dont blindly follow...use the brain tat u have for once...think for urself whether wat ur gf suggested is rational o not...for example stop smoking - U SHOULD...stop racing - U SHOULD...stop drinking - OCCASIONALLY DRINKING IS FINE...stop leparking with ur frenz - FUCK OFF....i repeat ur not a doll...so dont let the queen control u..

6. never over protect

over protecting is oni gonna make ur gal feel like u wanna control her life....she has her dad, mum, brothers and +++ to do that....as a bf u are supposed to be there for her...so dont be such a buzz kill...let her have her freedom...if ur so worried over her well being...go n hang out with her n her frenz....that way u can keep an eye on her n u can hv fun with her...

7. never think of marriage as jail

marriage is a different stage in ur life...if ur gonna act as if its jail..trust me ur wife is gonna make sure u get jail facilities oni.....gurls dnt kno everything about marriage....its not like they were born with a book guiding them how to make a marriage work...so cut them sum slake...pick up the responsibility as a husband...n help out too....as i told u b4....u both have to peddle together to win....

8. never flirt with another gurl

well...this is interesting coz to me...i dont mind my man flirting....coz if the gurl has 100% trust on u...no matter how u flirt, u will neva cross ur limit....and if u flirt tel her u did it...at least u might get points for being truthful...note this...if ur gf is a super sensitive type...flirting is a BIG NO NO....

9. never lie

ok so u lied about sumthing...so wat....small matter...but trust me gurls dnt take it that way....if u lied i suggest within 24 hours say ur sorry for wat u did n tel the truth....important detail...hiding sumthing is not lying but trust me the punishment will be heavier if she found out....so juz be honest

10. never check a gurl out in front of ur gf

i love checking gurls out with my bf...but the sad part is my bf does not check gurls out in front of me...thats the way a guy should be...u might juz be gazing at her...but sum gurls are not that confident...so if ur gurl is that type...u better keep ur eyes oni gazing at her...or not ur juz asking for a major drama...

11. never run away from a conversation

guys are well known for this....im not excluding my relationship...if u have a problem....there is one solution...its called COMMUNICATION....good communication can always save a relationship....and if u guys think the conversation is goin out of hands...plz hit PAUSE....go make out or sumthing...calm things down...then hit PLAY again...trust me by the end of the day...u guys would not even kno y the fight came up...n the whole thing might sound dam silly....

12. never push on sex

well i would hv to say that...there are still guys that say no to premarital sex...but majority...wan the experiences earlier....STOP THINKING WITH UR DICKS GUYS!!! if ur partner is ready then there should be no issue...the issue starts wen ur partner is not ready...im sick of hearing about failed relationships due to sex....patience gets u to places u can oni wish to be in....so juz be patience...rushing things for a gurl....NOT A GUD SIGN.....

13. never pamper ur gf too much

everything deserves a stop limit sign....dont over do things...wen u let a gurl kno she has u tied to her legs...its not gonna be a gud ending....no matter wat happens...dnt show ur gal that she has u to her willingness....too much ego is never healthy for a relationship...but sumtyms u do need some....she is not gonna suck ur balls juz coz u suck up to her...

14. never cry

i kno guys who are rock hard...they dnt even kno the meaning of tears...and i oso kno guys who are more sensitive than gurls...no matter wat type u are...there will be a day that u will hv to break into tears...plz get a room....i beg u...seeing a guy cry is an awful sight...i personally cant take it....thou i have never seen a man crying...if ur about to cry remember this....my mum used to tel my little brothers....BIG BOYS DNT CRY....so dont...

15. never hit a gurl

i kno gurls who hit their bfs....well i love biting mine...but thats out of love...but to guys who have the tendency of hitting a gurl....brothers u guys need serious help....evertym ur gal does sumthing to pist u off....juz say this...gal plz leave me alone for a few minutes...or give her a save word...so that she knows she pist u off....buy sumtym away from her....go whack a tree or a rubbish bin...then onces ur all done being manly to the tree or the rubish bin...talk n settle wat had happened

16. never keep porn in ur laptop

its all ready bad enough that u watch them...n its already bad enough that she knows u watch...but downloading them n keeping...its juz different level of being a terrible bf...no ordinary gurl can compete with a porn star...ur juz creating unwanted friction...this automatically leads to NO SEX....dnt blame her...u asked for it...

17. never use vulgar words on ur gf

if u think hitting sumone is painful....words can literally kill someone....if ur fighting...have a clean fight...vulgar words might look fancy in movies...but they aint appropriate in real life....in my opinion the worst word u can use on ur gf is 'THEVEDIAH'...if ur the type who use this word...a simple advice plz do not get in a relationship..u dnt deserve a gurl...u aint a man juz coz u kno how to us all the bad words in the world...ur a man if u make kno how to make ur relationship work...

so comprehensively...i would like to say everything mentioned about....are true in certain relationship and may be false too...it depends on wat type of gurl u got urself hooked on....so a simple advice get to kno type is ur gf...that way...u will kno the right pressure point to push...n wahlah u might juz have ur future wife....

wat a gurl should neva think of doin.....

1. never wear a nighty and get out of home....

cuming out wearing that is juz saying ur either a lazy bum....or ur too desperate to see the guy standing outside ur house...guys appreciate gurls u take effort to look gud....

2. never wear too much make up.....

wearing too much make up is juz gonna say ur trying too hard....guys like simple gurls...lip gloss..normal facial wash...n eye linear should do the trick...forget foundation,mascara, eye shadows and so on....ur face is not for painting

3. never ever use vulgar words (especially tamil ones) in front a guy....

well....if ur a total tomboy who is in love...ur bf probabaly wont mind...but juz imagine if u were with his frenz...n u say dei dnt act like a potthe!!!...or the word pundhe, ++++....wat impression will his frenz have on u...sumtyms u need to learn to control ur mouth...

4. never fall in love in fb or any social network....

social networks are seriously not a place for love....how can u fall in love with sumone u have nt even met...never make this mistake...this is juz saying ur a lonely gurl who cant get guys in real life...ur bolted DESPERATE......

5. never believe a guy who claims he has changed....n he is no more a player

maybe he had really changed....but until the day he gives ur his fb password...or till the day he lets u kno about all the gurls in his hp....trust me...no one is to be trust...even if ur fucking married to the person...

6. never fall for sumones talent...

trust me rappers might look hot wen ur in high skol...but later on they are juz a bunch of losers....falling in love with talent is juz saying u will love the person as long they keep on goin with their talent....but dnt forget...not everyone with talent earn like JAY-Z....so stop dreaming...

7. never say yes to sex....

have u heard of abstinence....take a pledge....its nothing to be ashamed off....but even if u say yes to sex...remember of protection plz....we have enough mothers throwing their child away...

8. never think ur fat...making ur stomach happy is not wrong...

skiny gurls or 0 size gurls are oni gonna be on the catalog....no one is interested in loving a plank...eat wen ur hungry and stop b4 ur full....a gurl with gud appetite is sexy....

9. never change ur dressing sense bcoz sumone thinks u look like a slut....

so ur wear short skirts, sleeves, tubes, +++....its ur body....n its ur style....as long as u kno...wat to wear where....ur in the right track...plz dnt wear a punjabi suit to a pub....or a sexy dress to a temple...now then ur FUCKED UP....

10. never choose ur bf over ur best frenz....

guys have this saying...BRO'S B4 WHORE'S....do u gurls kno wat does that mean....it simply means...they give importants to their brotherhood...those ppl they call joe,macha,mike,bob,dude,pal,buddy,+++.....so i have came up with one for u gurls...always stick with CHICKS B4 DICKZ....

11. never mix studies with love.....

now be professional...gurls can be very emotional...but sumtyms its not wrong being an ass....take me for instances...i might be having the worst fights with my man...but that will neva discourage me in my studies...always keep ur professional life separated from ur personal life...

12. never tel ur bf he is more important than ur family....

no matter wat happens family cums 1st ppl....ur bf might be upset with this statement...but if he gets married to u he is also family...on that tym he will be happy....neva give ur parents up...u are no one without them...they gave u this life...n they have all the rights to ruin it too....the worst punishment u can get is the cursing of ur own mother....u dnt wan that kindda of burden on ur back wen u start a relationship...whether ur family or his family...give respect to wat they say 1st....then make ur move...

13. never give up ur life for ur bf....

dnt turn ur back on wateva u have juz coz ur bf said so...how sure are u he will do the same....in life u should learn to give n take....sumtyms ur bf should kno how to dominate u...n sumtyms u should kno how to dominate too....ur relationship aint gonna work with only one person peddling...

14. never push his frenz away

sum gurls a passive...n sum are aggressive...no matter wat type u are...dnt push his frenz away....if u cant tolerate his frenz...how are u gona tolerate him...he has spent more tym with his frenz then u....so they practically kno him from his nails to his hair...make them ur frenz...they can be very helpful at times..

15. never compare ur ex with ur current man...

trust me...this is a BIG NONO....ur ex is ur past...ur allowed to miss....but dnt make it literal...even the most care free guy can get hurt....imagine if he told u he missed his ex....u practically would find dozens of panadol to take n die thinking ur not gud enough for him..be a little considered...guys have feelings too

so as an conclusion....this note is not to hurt any one of the gender....its juz sumthing i learned from my experiences n others.....if ur gonna make ur relationship work...stop complaining on wat he does not have...n start looking for wat u lack....if u cant find wat u lack...juz ask him...a gud bf always will be truthful to u...even if his statement hurts...he will find a nice way to tel it to u....

WASTED SPERMS......

This article relates only about love and relationship between a couple. Not love towards other things and so on. I might be harsh,but think of the reality of it and move on.

People say that dealing with relationship is a tough job. Everybody wants to be in a relationship but nobody is willing to take the risk more than once. Hardly anyone is willing to sail a new ship again, after they’ve once got cheated and their ship sank under the iceberg of sperms.

Well, talking about it is not easy either. Some people just need another partner to make her happy; some people might hate the opposite sex entirely and would try to live their live without the presence of the opposite sex.

Why are you getting cheated in the name of love? Let’s talk equally from both gender point of view this time. Let’s not be gender biased because it seems both the parties are getting cheated all the time. However, I personally believe girls are the one mostly getting cheated in the name of a relationship.

But then, rather than talking about how and why you got fucked up in a relationship; which I’ve done multiple times, shouldn’t we focus on something aftermath the incident? Like what do you do in case you got cheated?

Ladies and gentleman, put aside your sentiments and listen to this.

1. Number 1 rule after getting cheated or when your partner dumps you is do not; I repeat; DO NOT post up lame comments or pathetic lines in any social networking sites. Like what you young sluts do by posting up sad pick up lines all over Facebook so that people would come sympathizing over the tragedy happened to you. I bet 99% of them would be guys who are just waiting to use up your pussy next. Don’t believe me? Test it out yourself, put up ‘I hate love’ shout out, and the next minute you would see 10 comments following up, with all the guys hanging their dick outside their pants just waiting to bury you in the name of another relationship.

Of course, everyone needs a person whom they can talk to. Well, I would strongly suggest do not befriend a guy at that moment, any new one especially; because physiologically you’re down and most of you fall into another relationship in no time because it makes you forget about the past. Give no exception; even I might not be any different.

2. Forget about all the things you’ve bought for your partner, and forget about all the fucks you’ve done for her. Enough of all the sentiments thinking about her and wasting your life drinking beer and smoking up weed. It’s not going to help. If you want to drink, drink for any other million reasons except for girls, that’s fucking lame and pathetic.

If that Kamachi left you for another guy, stop taking revenge and calling up her number or passing her number to other guys so that they can fuck her on behalf of you. If you feel happy doing that, think again. You’re clearly showing to the other guys that you’re not capable of doing anything to her (which also suggests that you’re ‘weak’), thus you’re passing the number to your friends. Isn’t it?

3. If you love to meet new people and think that would help up to forget things, then do it. However, do not upon up your pants for any dick that is roaming around whenever you’re socializing. Try limiting your circle of friends, and avoid meeting up with other couples. It only adds up to your trauma. Try solo backpacking, explore new things, or take up any job that keeps you always busy.

4. Rise immediately and think that you’re not the only one in this world that had failed in a relationship. In fact, billions of others had. What makes you any different from others? I’ve known girls who said that they’ve so many problems in life thus they’re not able to come up in life. When I interrogate them for detail, all they could come up with is love failure. Is that so many problems ay? Why the fuck do you have so much sentiment for a guy who had used you up at the age of 20? What is the point of thinking about the guy every single day and putting your life and people around you in a miserable end?

Plus, do not resort to stupid things such as suicide and so on.

Sentiments are good in life, but when you show it overwhelmingly, it’s a major disaster. Relationship is a risk. Do not expect whoever you’re sleeping with now is going to be the same one marrying you. Things can and will change in a second. If you’re not willing to take the risk of failure, then do not even think about relationship. Listen up to your parents and get married whenever/whoever they want you to.

5. Love is not something that is permanent (in most cases). With so much going on in life, allow yourself only a little of that. Be professional in a relationship. Do not go all over sucking the guy’s ball and licking the girl’s pussy like below.

“baby, i love u da chelem, alagi kutty,pandi kuttti, mayire matte kotte all”

People who use this above liners are the one always getting cheated in a relationship. And no need to use the Titanic level romantic line all la macha….

6. This is a simple one and had been repeated so many times. Do you know that there is always another pussy in the sea? That you can always find another one, provided the time works out for you? Well, as simple as that. Ah, do not come up to me and tell not all the girls and guys are the same to the one you loved. Of course not, at least expect the one coming to you next sticks with you rather than ditching you.

You live only once, why waste so much sentiment on love alone ay? What is the point of getting mental torture about all this anyway? What is the point of getting other’s miserable and get worried about you anyway? What are you trying to prove over your failure to secure a relationship? What can you do over a failed relationship? What can you answer for all the previous questions?

Enough of wasting your precious moments thinking about how many guys had fucked you up or how many girls had used up your money. Cherish the past as a lesson in life, live the present as the gift of God, target your future to achieve your dreams.

Rise, my dear friends, burn your sentiments and live your life!

if im a tornado...u hold on tight....if ur a volcano..i run n hide

we might fight....but it neva means anything to us....and we definitely dnt bring it up again....

its been 5 days since i stocked up junks about my life here.....

so sorry exams kindda got to me....

im in a very happy swing actually....

there is a person who is really close to my heart....

and he is a very important part of my life....

i have not been that close to him recently....

so the distances kindda built up a lot of misunderstanding....

but i would be happy to say that we have finally cleared things up....

until what i knew he was a guy who does not really care about sumones past....

no matter how bad it is...even if its exorcisms scary....

he stood by me during my dark days....

not changing me but juz wispering words....juz simple words....

that would make sumone feel everything is gonna be fine....

he made me realise that...

i have a perfect life but u would neva realize that till u see it that way.....

he claims...his frenz are important...but that does not mean he is willing to give me up 4 any1...

neva knew i would hear those words from his mouth...

u made my day chayunk....im sitting in a messing room...

have taken my bath....havent made my bed...

n yet everything around me looks perfect...

juz the i am to u and the way u are to me...

by the way i love that show.... PERFECT MATCH....total disasters by themselves... but irresistible together

traveling on a rainy day ......

i kindda hated the whether today....

it has been RAINING from 5pm till 9pm.....

n the best thing was.....

that was the tym i was out....

tight after i got home the rain stopped....

QUEEN OF COCKS is goin bak msia today.....

so we went to gimbaran for seafood....

as usual i din eat.....i juz ate the vege n rice....

travelling all the way in the rain....

n the more fucked up part is her LUGGAGE....

i had to carry it on my bike n its HUGE.....

to make the day worst......

the food in GIMBARAN that always taste so awesome...

TASTED FFF-ing BAD......

can the day get worst......

and the answer is YES.....

it was dark n i MISSED THE ROAD....

so i decided to juz follow my instincts...

n guess wat....i dnt kno how....

even after losing my way....

i found a new route n came bak home juz on tym....20 MINUTES....

the annoying part is.....IM FREAKING WET n HAVING BAD CRAMPS.....

my life has no ROUTINE .....

today was not a routine.....

as usual went to class....

but then im supposed to pay my rent today....

so i went to the atm machine....

SMALL prob....

its been months that i used the atm card....

so everytym i slip the card in...IT REJECTED ME.... :'(

no choice....i decided lets juz take a ride to the bank....

got my passport from home...and went to the bank....

waited for half an hour for my number to be called....

at last got my card working n i changed my pin number.... :)

then paid my rent at night.....

3months rent settled at last....i feel much more relieve now....

in between bank n paying the rent i was out with my princess n the queen of cocks.....

went and ate in M23....AWESOME nasi cap cay...sorry forgot to take pics....

as i told u guys yesterday im vege for the whole month....

1st day of vege went on well....everything about today was great....

nothing bad happened....YIPPIE....

dating HEMATO and the last day for me to be a carnivore...

today was the 1st day of hematology remedial class....

i had fun...i actually learned alot....

i got to pass this paper....

total lectures to study....44

total days left for exam....7

planning to finish 10 lectures today....

hope i succeed.....

i and 27 of my classmates got barred from a lab in OSCE....

Gram staining....one of the easiest lab....

so we decide to met the doctor in charge....

to ask for forgiveness since he barred us coz we were to bz with our own life's n din attend the basic clinical skill class.....

its not always the doctors fault....sumtyms the students oso too much....

im telling myself actually.....

but he was kind hearted enough to set another day for us to sit for the exam.....

yeah!!!!! wat a relief....

i was supposed to clep till 6.....

closed my eyes at 2.30 pm.....

but then i was waken up by a text at 3.40pm....

from my princess....

goin for makan...wanna cum....

i decided to go....

went and ate nicely in bu cehing....

since from tomorrow onwards im vegetarian....

thats about everything that happened today.....

no one made my day turn sour....

now im off to date my hemato books.....

my HEAVEN had sum clean ups to do.....

today has been a very tiring day....

i woke up in the monin and decided my room needs sum cleaning to do....

exams are cuming up...n if i dnt clean them now...

i might not get the chance to clean them soon....

i rearrange the furniture in my room....

swept...moped....washed the dishes...wash the bathroom.....and organized everything in order....

no more books on the floor...

all clothes nicely hanged....

my room looks gud now....

i feel so happy and comfortable....

its nice to have a clean room....with the smell of the air refreshener....

PILLOW TALK or TABLE TALK....the bigger question..will u understand....

if sum ppl are nice to u....

there is always a reason for it...

its either they really care for u...

or they are simply using u.....

but the stupid thing is....

i feel u make so much effort to be nice n help those who use u...

wen those who really care for u...u treat like dirt...

im sorry la chayunk....i love u...

and im gonna be patience with u attitude...

but i think its high tym for u to realize that...

talks after talks to make u realize...

but nothing seem to work....

im not great la...i have screwed things up b4 oso...

i agree...n i changed....

but u neva have...ur elder than me...i kno...

but that does not mean i will shut up wen u disrespect me n my princess...

we are the oni ppl who honestly care for u...n yet we are the last ones u seem to worry about...

ur words can be very hurtful at times...n u talk like u wanna pick a fight...

i was u b4....i kno how is it to be in ur shoes...

its easy to say things and break sumones heart...

but its hard to pick those words back n make them love u back....

princess said WE SHOULD HAVE A TABLE/PILLOW TALK....

i agree with her...but u will neva understand....n u will neva change...but yet im gonna try....

ur turning me into the gurl i was b4...

i dnt wan to fuck u up...and i hate being rude to u...

but i dnt kno how to talk to u anymore....

i was extremely nice to u wen we 1st met....

lately i feel like y should i respect sumone who treats me like shit....

i have already told u to stop it...n i hv already told u wat i dnt like about u...

i dnt aspect u to change for me...change for urself...

the world is not all about u...n ur not living in it alone...

its because of ur attitude that u feel like ur an island...

so ppl treat u like ur one...if u dnt like isolation....

then dnt live like an island...live like a community...

so learn to take care of those around u....

COZ THEY WONT PUT UP WITH U FOR LONG.....

OSCE plz do suicide b4 i do!!!!!

hahahaha.....i fucked my OSCE up...

had 7 labs....

1st lab was about a pic of a boil....

n i was supposed to find out wat kindda boil was it......i did it well...AWESOME

2nd lab...was blood swear....it went well...AWESOME...

but then the other section was about counting the mounth of leukocytes...

there were so many off them.....HOW THE FUCK TO COUNT.....

stupid doc scolded me...DUDUK DAN KIRA JANGAN KELUAR SAMPAI DAPAT JAWAPAN....

ish...geram

3rd lab was about sum inflammation thing...i carpped the whole thing...FUCKED UP

4th lab was about a pic of sum guy....its psoriasis vulgaris but i tersilap wrote pempfigus vulgaris....FUCK...thuvi bodoh

5th lab was fecal examination...i had todo the procedures of testing sumone shit...eewwww...AWESOMEly done

6th lab serology examination....forensic stuff....i din even study the lab...good thing CSI series helped me out in it...oni managed to answer the 5th question...FUCKED UP....

now waiting for my 7th lab....

i confirm u i will pass that....

coz im well prepared oni for that....

u surprise me....

how is it possible that sumone can turn ur day upside down...

and at the same tym make u feel like ur a princess....

im glad i have that sumone....

no matter how bad things are between us...

i realize u always take extra effort to make it right....

juz wen i was thinking ur a jerk...

u proved me wrong....

saya amat sayang pada mu.....

i kno after walking another few decades in my life....

i can still c u beside me....

making me laugh and bully-ing my parents....

u mean the world to me....

n i kno no matter wat u say....

end of the day if u dnt make things rigth u cant sleep well...

i thought i was the oni one...

u surprise me every single day....